Infectious noise unsettling,
Minds thoughts deafening
Unconscious editing,
of the what's an uncomfortable moment
Nega Scott, my greatest opponent,
Heart playing pinball with my chest
All smiles but an internal mess
Think less of me? Times infinity
I do critically, brilliantly
Please text me back I need you
Phone blank as I plead to anyone who will listen
whilst my silence leads to tears
I just wish you were here
[Verse 2]
Just wish you were here
Breathe, find a solution
Breathe, mind pollution
Breathe,
No handling, I’m Grappling
Why am I not tackling this,
Where is the bliss
I miss what I never had,
someone to hear
my sad, glad, mad
I want it so bad as I lose my air
Just need someone to care
Nothing to compare to
Why don’t you see me
Why don’t I matter
Why aren’t I dreamy
Stomach flatter,
Mind less scattered
Shit gathered, less chattered
[Chorus]
Inhale Exhale
The world's dazy hazy
Spacey claustrophobic
Protagonist
no heroic
I lost my stoic
When I lost my mind
Inhale Exhale
The worlds dazy hazy
Spacey claustrophobic
Protagonist
no heroic
I lost my stoic
When I lost my mind
[Verse 3]
Glow, my saviour,
That glow, I'll savour
Chronic unease
On my knees
There's no end
Please.|
Minutes go by like days
Think of better ways
Know it's phase
I think. |
No faith in reason
I'm broken,
But there's no bleeding
Just cracks beneath this mask
Falling with nothing to grasp
Each
experience
worst
than the
last
[Chorus]
Inhale Exhale
The world's dazy hazy
Spacey claustrophobic
Protagonist
no heroic
I lost my stoic
When I lost my mind
Inhale Exhale
The worlds dazy hazy
Spacey claustrophobic
Protagonist
no heroic
I lost my stoic
When I lost my mind
[Verse 4]
Rollercoaster Drop
Your stomach stayed without you
Temple of Doom Pop
Heart out, Drums around you
Rain and thunder in the middle of the ocean
Boats holding but the waters closing_ in
Got winded, missed a step on the way down
Headache, but they turned up the sound
All you hear is that
Jackhammer in your chest
You’re a mess
The noise of the road blasts
But I can’t hear over my head
A wave rushes that I’d be better off dead
Just me, an eski on the road
Breathing hardens, drowning in mistakes
Bodies lakes and rivers,
Every drop felt flowing through
Bulldozer chest beating untrue
Screws loosen, everything tightens
Every sense heightens
Worlds big but I can only see inches ahead
Hold your name on a brick message said
“Hey’ but meant I am falling apart
Misplaced heart and apprehension
Unrealistic, unreasonable, unachievable
Altruistic, pessimistic, inconceivable
credits
from All For What,
released February 21, 2020
Vocals: Ezra Allen
Lyrics: Ezra Allen
Production: Nate Woodward
Drums: Nate Woodward
Keys: Nate Woodward
Bass: Thom Swain
Ezra Allen is an alt hip-hop act living in Naarm, Australia. Allen offers a lyric-heavy brand of hip-hop whilst drawing
inspiration from genres of soul, jazz, and indie-rock. Allen is known for his introspective lyricism that explores mental health, masculinity, and maturity.At the conclusion of 2022, his debut album Summer of George was featured on Bandcamp’s ‘New and Notable.’...more
Found Abhi by accident and now I listen to this in full pretty religiously. One of the most diverse sounds I have heard in a while, keeps you on your toes. Ezra Allen